I'm scared - retreat launch 2020

Can I be honest for a minute? I'm bloody terrified about this retreat launch. Not because I'm relying on it for income (hello tiny profit margins). Not because my business needs it. But because I really really want it to happen. I believe in it. I trust it's impact. And I would SO love to host it again. Which means, because of my decision to host it on a 'go hard or go home' (aka sell 8 tickets or don't do it) model, I feel scared. Scared of disappointment. Scared of failure. Scared of getting hurt. And what I've realised is that to protect myself from that hurt, I've held back. Held back my excitement. Held back from throwing myself into it. Held back from giving it my all. Which is all so backwards, because if this launch is going to work out the way I want it to, it's going to take all of those things. I'm not posting this for affirmation. But as a living example. Of the fact that pushing to a new normal is never easy. And that growth exists in the uncertainty. So this is my stake in the ground. A week away from launch. Bloody terrified. But absolutely owning it. Let's do this.

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